The Monsters of Delayed Resolution

I don’t want to live
in bitterness anymore
The bitter root has had it’s way
I cannot breathe
Because all my energy is
Spent on fighting my daydreams

The infection only grows
And my heart knows
I cannot live like this forever
The Bitterness in my bones
Will begin to show
The darkness I can’t sever

Lord I need the light
To destroy the endless night
The bitter root must die so
I might rise again.
The chains on my feet,
keep me from wanderin’
Cornered with no release
I long to be free
of the ingrained agony
A freedom I can’t seem to reach

I’m afraid if I don’t change
What’s to become of
The monster inside of me